A STORY OF YOU!

There was a girl, her name was YOU!  Her story’s Mine to tell.  I knew her well and planned her life before one day would start.  You are very important to Me.  I called You by your name.  It’s known to Me forever.  Your life was placed inside the womb where no one else could see.  Oh yes, Your parents didn’t know that what they did would shake things up and cause them great delay.  They sought each other out for sure, the love they felt was new.  They didn’t plan or think of You, nor did they think of ME.  For I was long ago left way behind as they both sought for SELF.  Each SELF wants of their own to have and sets out to obtain.  There’s nothing SELF won’t do to have exactly what it wants.  The SELF is there from day one’s start, each birth begins the dream.  A girl, a boy, each set in motion by MY hand alone.  For breath and life come down through ME and nothing else can do it.  So both of them were made by ME and I watched as they grew.  I knew each moment of their lives, exactly what would be.  There’s nothing I don’t know of them and You and others too.  I take the pieces I’ve designed to put together You.  I’ve kept them in My vast great heart and known them, always, You!  So when the girl and boy grew up and met and sought their own, MY way was left behind.  Their selfish ways caused them to forget what they knew they should be.  They were in love they thought for sure and one thing led them on.  They sought fulfillment in each other and it led them on to Far.  Far from what you say to Me the writer of this tale.  To Far is where you go with SELF with all else left behind.  No matter what you know is true you leave it, go to Far!  Hope is ME and only ME and they left ME behind.  They plotted, schemed and planned the day when they would come together.  Boy and girl combined their dreams of love and endless bliss.  They went to Far and wondered why they felt something was missed, left out.  Of course there is a way, a perfect way to bliss and endless love, but it’s through ME, the only way.  All other ways fall short.  So after Far they felt no glow, just empty, so unsure.  They soon began to realize that all they had was lost back there where I was waiting still.  For Fars away from all they knew and now all they felt was fear.  Time had passed and what was found deep down inside of her, was coming You!  Oh yes.  I planted You in her, I choose the time for life.  The boy and girl found out the truth that you were growing there inside.  Something changed between the two, they suddenly felt fear.  All their dreams of endless love got lost in fearing You.  The boy he panicked, ran away, she never heard of him again.  Her heart was terrified, who knew, what would the others say.  She couldn’t hide You from them all, for soon she would be showing.  She cried and cried, her tears I caught and have them here inside.  She felt she couldn’t tell a soul, they’d judge her, call her dirt.  Her mother, father, wouldn’t know or understand her fate.  She knew they’d be more worried, care about their reputation.  What would people think of them, their daughter was forsaken.  Oh this is such a grief to ME, all of it so mistaken. The SELF gets led on lie for lie, down paths of mass destruction.  For fear of You and others too led her to have to choose.  Her doubt about her parents love and what they sure would say, left her with nothing else to do, but try to rid her SELF of everything of YOU!  Of course this was a choice she never thought she’d do.  She’d thought it all too horrible till she was left with You.  Then suddenly her mind and heart went black as night, the darkness hid Your view.  She went all numb and mum, and dumb, and shoved it deeper still.  The phonebook felt ice cold in hand, as she looked for the number.  The yellow pages should have been for finding things for You.  Instead they led to ending You.  She found the name advised and called to set the date.  As numb and cold as she could be, all feelings lost behind, she turned off everything to feel and pulled into the drive.  Led down a corridor of green, a room awaited her.  The sky was blue the sun was low, but she couldn’t see or care.  The nurse, the doctor told her of the work that they would do. It sickened her and made her puke.  No other word will do.  What she felt in that moment was her vomit in her throat.  The robe they left was cold and rough, she changed and tried to stop the shaking taking over from her hands down to her feet.  Soon they came back and laid her down, advising how it would be.  There are no words that can describe what happened next for You.  If I spoke out the words of You upon this page that day, no one could handle reading this for tearings what it did.  A heart was ripped in two that day and much, much more of You.  As You cried out for Me that day, there from Your hiding place, I brought You close here into Me where we all dwell, all safe.  You never knew or got to see her face or see her smile.  She never held You in her arms, she’s frozen there inside.  That day became the end of You and her the same way too.  She laid there on the table knowing what they just had done.  The gruesomeness she’d not been prepared to see or know.  She couldn’t believe her eyes.  Now some, they never see or know, but this was not her case.  For something went real wrong that day, they couldn’t do to You, what happens to them all.  So more of You was visible, it shocked her to this day.  She hadn’t really thought of You in all her choosing facts.  She hadn’t considered all of You, or let You become real.  She left You out of all she thought, the choice was disconnected till she saw Your body–real.  From that day forth its haunted her, and I stay closer still.  I wait there patiently for her to hear Me talk of You.  For there’s a day I know is coming when she’ll face the truth of You.  She’ll finally let it all come out and tell the story to someone that she loves.  She’ll trust the one I send to her and he will help her through.  For I don’t want her crushed to death.  I want her to live free.  I paid the price and set her free when I was on the cross.  So I AM here beside her still and I’ll tell her of You.  She’ll someday know that You are here alive and well with Me.  That someday if she chooses ME, You both will be restored.  I know this all sounds strange to some who don’t know all I do.  But I AM life and I KNOW all and I was there with them.  I planted You inside of her, in spite of how You came to be.  For sin is sin and it’s been paid the price it cost was dear.  So I knew You would not live here among the earth with her, but You live here with ME and wait till she finds both of us.  There’s life eternal, valued , more than temporary things.  So some may think then why make You, if I KNEW all that would be?  However, I know every story and what is needed for each child to bring them home to ME.  So she will be home soon, come back the way from where she went to Far.  She’ll come on home, led by My hand and love will find her heart.  You’ll see her too from cheering stands and love her from Your heart.  She’ll  be restored go on with life and more of you will come to her, more children than she knew.  Hold on to ME and serve with ME all those who come on home.  For Heavens home to millions, billions, Father’s never done!  I AM faithful to My words of life to You, so I wipe away Your tears.  Hold My hand and wait with ME.  Your mother’s coming home!